Confused??

hmm .. good mood? or not?

what am i thinking?

busy? or not?

ahhh ~ whatever... but i'm counting down the days~

=) Suzanne @ Shu Xian

It's funny... It's weird...

Gets to me all the time..

Walking ... Talking ... Playing ...

especially listening to Music ..

Makes me stop and wonder ..

about loadz of stuff..

about life.. about myself..

about people around me ..

friends, family, even a stranger..

how can people be so friendly for this moment ..

then so mean next ..

i know .. this is life ..

every different u meet ..

makes u learn something ..

but sometimes thinking of it hurts ..

can't show the emotions ..

so i find something to do ..

where i can release every single emotion ..

it's like expressing it in a different way ..

only people who understands will understand ..

but .. it's really funny that ..

even with all the people surrounding me ..

it still feels like im all alone ..

it's very hard to explain ..

cuz i don't know what is the problem ..

it just felt that way .. @.@

Suzanne @ Shu Xian

back to square one

人生啊人生，真的那么复杂吗？明明那么简单的东西，让您这么一搞，变得好复杂。好像大家的理由并不是理由，而您所谓的‘无理’才是有理。人生无论你做什么决定，都是要有计划的去过。不要因为小小的不高兴，没能力都想逃避世界给您的考验。虽然，现在出去不会马上活不下去，但长期呢？您的生活稳定下来了吗？收入稳定吗？之后得烦的大大小小的事情呢？其实您根本就没有想过。如果您到外面真的能生存下来的话，今天您根本不会在这里。外面的世事沧桑，但您却一成不变。在这儿的这段日子里，您到底学到了什么？您不但没有任何的改变，反而变本加厉。算了呗！

曾经听过一个人说过，不要要求别人改变，因为你改变不了别人。当你想让别人改变，你要先改变自己，让别人看见你的努力的让自己便得更好，那么‘那个人’也会跟着你改变。真的，没有人能改变你，除了您自己啊！别人怎么想要改变您，如果您听不进耳，都不成。

在此劝大家，做什么都好，千万记得，要先想后果，不要因为现在想要享受而让以后变得痛苦。所谓先苦后甜嘛，大家说对不对？现在的痛苦算什么？未来的享受才是重点。嘻嘻 =)

柿伭 笔