Thursday, December 23, 2010

Do You Know?

I've realised these......

Do you know when there is something ..
Something that u need help with ..
Even ur family will leave u there alone ..
What more when it's only a friend..

But when u have something to do ..
And .. they need help .. but u can't ...
They will say u have no gratitude ..
That u don't know how to help others...

Do you know when u need someone to talk to ..
To console u and make u feel better..
Even ur family would just tell u u're not good enuf ..

The list goes on ..........

I don't know who i can rely on when i am helpless at some times ...
I guess i can only rely on myself ..
Even though how hard it is ... Never show ..
Agree to anything they say .. And scream later on ..

People can't see from the outside..
They would just say .. "U are so lucky to have them" .. BS..
I'm out ..... !

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

HOlidays.....

well, went to Langkawi with my cousin sister for a 3 days 2 nights trip ...
Though it's only the two of us .. it was quite alright ..
It's actually a trip to spend some time together
Since she is now working in Singapore..

Then .. nowadays been freaking busy + tired...
Cuz my house is now having a major makeover.. ...
Dad wanted all the walls to be repainted ..
And upstairs.. The floors need to do also .. *i dunno the proper word for it*
Therefore, all things need to be moved ...
Oh well,
It's a good time for me to pack and reorganise my room..
Been packing and packing and packing .....

Need to visit Ikea to get something to put my books ..
Since the old ones already rusty ... @.@

Oh.. and i went to the 'Human Revolution, The Musical' on Sunday..
It was AWESOME.... simply AWESOME....
So Touching.... and i even bought a T-Shirt.... hehehe...
Just that it seems to be a lil too big ..
Ahhh.. It's alright ... Comfy can already ..... ^v^
Alright .. Gotta go...
Toodles~

xoxo, Suzanne @ Shu Xian

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Addicted~

I don't know why .. but i'm kinda addicted to this song now .. haha.... been playing this song all night .. until my fingers damn pain now ... XD

"Living Next Door to Alice by Smokie"

Sally called when she got the word,
And she said: "I suppose you've heard -
About Alice".
When I rushed to the window,
And I looked outside,
And I could hardly believe my eyes -
As a big limousine rolled up
Into Alice's drive...

Oh, I don't know why she's leaving,
Or where she's gonna go,
I guess she's got her reasons,
But I just don't want to know,
'Cos for twenty-four years
I've been living next door to Alice.
Twenty-four years just waiting for a chance,
To tell her how I feel, and maybe get a second glance,
Now I've got to get used to not living next door to Alice...

We grew up together,
Two kids in the park,
We carved our initials,
Deep in the bark,
Me and Alice.
Now she walks through the door,
With her head held high,
Just for a moment, I caught her eye,
As a big limousine pulled slowly
Out of Alice's drive.

Oh, I don't know why she's leaving,
Or where she's gonna go,
I guess she's got her reasons,
But I just don't want to know,
'Cos for twenty-four years
I've been living next door to Alice.
Twenty-four years just waiting for a chance,
To tell her how I feel, and maybe get a second glance,
Now I gotta get used to not living next door to Alice...

And Sally called back and asked how I felt,
And she said: "I know how to help -
Get over Alice".
She said: "Now Alice is gone,
But I'm still here,
You know I've been waiting
For twenty-four years..."
And a big limousine disappeared...

I don't know why she's leaving,
Or where she's gonna go,
I guess she's got her reasons,
But I just don't want to know,
'Cos for twenty-four years
I've been living next door to Alice.
Twenty-four years just waiting for a chance,
To tell her how I feel, and maybe get a second glance,
But I'll never get used to not living next door to Alice...

Now I'll never get used to not living next door to Alice...

XOXO
Suzanne @ Shu Xian