what kind of friend do u consider as a good and close friend? what friendship mean to u?

i don't know if u guys noe what im trying to tell.. well, my first question was 'what kinda fren do u consider as a good fren?' i've been always thinking about that.. nowadays.. to find a good friend isn't easy.. maybe i haven't find one that i could really tell everything to.. there is one.. but still.. i feel that she is more n more far away from me.. maybe becuz of mixing with different kind of frens.. then there are changes in tastes, feelings and thoughts..

a good and close fren to me is someone that i could share everything with.. without thinking of how she will think about me.. cuz i noe that no matter wad i did.. he/she will sure has the right advice for me.. and not criticize me.. or look down on me.. of course.. a good n close fren don't only let u tell him/her stuff.. they will also tell u things about them.. this is how close frens shud communicate.. try to understand each other, be there for each other, any joy or sadness will be shared with each other.. that's wad frens are for.. isn't it..? but i think i did tell most of my stuff to one of my 'bro'.. he is a very nice guy.. im not sure.. i still care about how he might think about me.. maybe becuz he is a guy ler.. if he is a gal.. maybe there is more things that i could share..

well, friendship actually means alot to me.. ALOT.. i might do anything for a fren if it doesn't make my parents be mad at me.. but actually, if i want to do something.. no one can really stop me from doing it.. if i could do it.. i will do for them.. but i have to do things for myself.. haha.. funny isn't it.. hmm.. maybe just not yet found a close fren to do that for me? maybe just that.. im not sure.. without frens, it's like no life.. what i need in life is, music and frens.. the important two.. of course i need my parents too.. but i figured out that i can't share things with my parents.. maybe some funny stuff.. and things that really need their help.. then i will tell them.. other than that.. i dunno how to tell them stuff..

i dunno.. haiz.. maybe just my luck.. maybe i will meet a close and good fren SOMEDAY..

well, to day is the first day of sem 3.. i drove to college cuz my parents are going some where.. grrr.. so troublesome.. need to get up early.. so that i could get a PARK.. ?? jeezzz.. that explains y am i so tired.. hmm.. well, pretty boring today.. but i think english is fine.. the teacher is pretty cool.. haha.. jokes.. not really VERY strict.. hope so.. just judging based on today.. so, dunno what will happen next..

most boring part is business stats.. two hrs talking about 3 chapters.. it's the 1st lecture.. in class.. there is 73 slides for 1st lecture.. omg.. im like.. what the hell?? i almost fall asleep listening to her.. it's like add maths lar.. but then.. today just intro abit here n there.. so, it's VERY SUPER boring.. hope tomorrow's lecture is not THAT boring.. hope ..

really missed my classmates alot.. after the melaka trip.. we were like .. all disappear for holidays.. hmm.. didn't heard from any of them except that orang utan thru msn.. well, going to korea (if mid term is not on the 24th or 25th of dec).. haha.. will be having SOOOO much fun.. haha.. can't wait.. but hope i still can catch up with my stats.. hmm.. hope so.. well, really need xinyi's n yee jin's help.. which is the pro that i can count on.. haha.. cuz i understand what they say lar.. n i dare to ask more.. hahaha...

kk.. well, wanna sleep d.. although i noe it's still pretty early .. but I DON'T CARE!! im sleepy.. ahha.. sweet dreams all.. toodles~

yesterday got to noe my result d..

phew! passed all.. so scared the other nite.. can't even get to sleep..

well, today went to 1u with cheryl.. and err.. her sis.. hmm.. where did she came from? haha..

well, gave her her b'day present today..

here it is.. it's a bracelet.. with her name on it.. hehe..

glad that she likes it.. =)

there u go.. me n my best friend, cheryl.. =)

omg.. tmr result coming out..

so so so so so scared... arrrhhhhhh....

well, went to do my passport today..

went to sunway pyramid in the afternoon..

bought a special present for my fren.. ngek ngek..

well, that's it.. one boring day..

boring holidays.. grrrr....

haiz.. tmr can't get to go out with my frens, cause i got piano class.. sad..

sorry guys..

A. 被點到名字的要在自己的博客裏寫下自己的答案，然後去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題再加上一個你的問題，仍然組成20個問題，傳給其他8個人，列出其他8個需要 回答問題的人的名字，還要到這8個人的博客裏留言通知對方----你被點名了，被點名者不得拒絕回答問題，完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福。

B.這8個人要在自己的博客裏註明是從哪裏接到的，並且再傳給其他8個人，讓遊戲繼續下去，不得回傳。被點到名字的人將會得到大家的祝福，並且所有美好的願望都會在不久的將來實現。

1. 小时候的理想是什么？

当医生.. 哈哈.. 现在不一样了..

2. 这辈子最快乐的是什么事？

哥哥送我第一份礼物..

3. 最令你伤心的事情是什么？

小学跟最好的朋友吵架时..

4. 你有多久没有傻笑了？

都很久了..

5. 你最想去哪個地方？爲什麽？

去韩国旅行.. 因为都没有去过..

6. 最受不了自己哪個缺點？

懒惰

7. 如果有不開心的事情，你會怎麽辦？

我会把心事都写在日记里..

8. 最害怕失去的东西？

家人及朋友

9. 五年内比较现实的目标是什么？

拿到文凭然后找份安分的工作..

10.觉得自己最笨是什么？

最会发白日梦..

11.說出點你名的人的3個優點？

不会出卖朋友及很帮朋友

12.你吃过最好吃的是什么？

外婆煮的晚餐

13.你最討厭怎樣的人？

爱炫耀，骄傲的人..

14.最喜欢在空闲时作的事情是什么？
听歌及读故事书..

15.去过最美的地方是哪里？

中国

16.如果被喜欢的人拒绝,怎么办？

很伤心

17.如果能让你实现一个愿望，会是什么？

爸爸买辆车给我.. 哈哈..

18.至今最令你後悔的事是甚麼?如果可以回去挽救,你想怎麼做?

过了就过了， 不想再去想它..

19.如果沒辦法跟自己愛的人結婚,你會怎麼辦？

默默的祝福他

20.目前你的心里有没有喜欢多过一个人？
没有.. 老实说都没有喜欢人啦现在..


yi hong, kai yee, jia yen, grace gan, judith, leon chan, adrian, joseph..
err.. i dunno what happen lar.. just write down da names for show oni.. u wanna do then do lar.. dun wan also nothing de lar. haha.. just for fun mah.. ngek ngek..

17/11/2007

well, i was watching 'The X-Family'.. that series is really nice.. just can't get my eyes of the laptop when i started viewing it from youtube.. there is 55 episodes if im not mistaken.. becuz there only have 55.. hehe..

woke up at 9.30am AGAIN.. thx to my dad for waking me up SOOOO early.. then we went to aman suria to take our breakfast.. ate 4 slices of wholemeal bread and 2 eggs.. each for me and my dad..

then after that we went back.. waited until 1pm like dat till mom come back.. then got somebody come to spray something lar.. mom say is to prevent cockroaches.. wow.. damn smelly.. aiyo.. seriously.. it don't only kill roaches.. i think it kill ppl also ler.. really can't stand the smell.. ewww..

at night we went to have our dinner.. at last i told my parents about 'i don't wanna take grade 8 exam for piano' thingy.. well, as per usual.. my parents get angry ler.. haiz.. y lar.. then he say up to me.. but then.. don't regret after that.. ya.. i should be happy.. but then.. they are angry.. say wad, i wasted their money for the past years.. then keep grumbling.. haiz.. i noe they do this, 'say that i can quit but dun regret, but then still get angry with me'.. is to make me take the grade 8 exam.. but then.. i just don't want.. they ask me to stop piano lesson starting next month.. okay.. well, i'll see by then.. what will happen..

i just want everybody to be happy.. but i also wish that they can let me be happy also..

haiz.. this morning let my dad's 'knocking-on-the-door' awaken me.. AGAIN.. dang.. always also like that.. his main point is to wake my bro up for work.. but then terkacau me pula.. oh c'mon.. it's only 9.30am n he is waking me up.. it's holiday.. can he just let me sleep a lil while more?? grrr...

well, today.. went out around 1 smtg.. went to have our lunch in kota damansara.. then followed my dad around to the banks.. after that we went to carrefour.. as it is raining.. n it is not time yet.. 'time for my piano class'.. so, walked around for awhile.. then around 3.30pm, we left for shah alam.. afraid there will be a traffic jam cuz of the rain.. but there aren't any.. so, reach there about 4pm then waited till 4.30pm for my piano class...

while i was in the piano class.. there is things popped into my mind.. well, i was trying to quit piano lesson months ago.. told my parents about it.. but then they wouldn't let.. but actually.. the problem is not that i don't like to play piano.. n also not that i don't like music.. is just that.. when the next semester come again.. i will be very busy with my assignments and homeworks and revisions.. i have not enough time for so many things.. and practicing piano?? i don't think i have so much time for that.. well, now is my holiday.. okay.. i have time now to practice.. but after two weeks.. everything will be back to normal.. (busy life).. they always nag me cuz i didn't practice.. and so and so.. say that i'm wasting their money paying for the fees.. but when i tell them i wanna quit.. they say i've wasted their money paying for the fees till now.. what do they want from me????

well, when classes started.. is not that 24hours i have things to do.. but the time is tight.. really tight.. n when i have time.. of course.. i mean.. 'normal human being'.. would want to rest.. and nobody's 100% hardworking.. at times.. people get lazy.. that's life.. okay.. okay.. maybe there is people who is that hardworking.. but that's not me.. how can they want me to be somebody else..? that's just not fair.. they might be saying that if i work a lil bit harder.. the grade 8 exam will be done in a glimpse.. yaya.. FOR THEM... cuz they are not the one learning.. then they will start grumbling.. like 'everything u learn.. is always half way thru'..

im going to say smtg.. many years back when i first told my dad.. 'daddy, i want to learn piano'.. that's really what i wanted.. i REALLY wanted to learn.. wanted to be able to play all the songs that i love.. enjoying music that i played MYSELF.. that's what i want.. to enjoy music..

but now.. everything is not the same.. ya.. i still love music.. but then.. i will be thinking.. 'daddy, i don't wan to learn piano anymore'.. that's not what i think all the time.. i want to learn piano.. so that when i'm free, i can play some music to calm myself down.. not for competition.. not for performance.. not for anyone.. it's for ME.. ME!! but now.. i'm like.. playing just for the sake of satisfying my parents.. but i can't take it anymore.. it's killing me.. im not trying to say that they are torturing me or anything.. i'm already in my grade 8.. it's just the exam.. that exam certificate is nothing to me.. i can already play the songs that i like anytime i want when i got the piano score.. the certificate is just a paper to me.. c'mon..

everytime i try to tell them.. they will say that i've changed.. trying to talk back.. NO.. i'm not.. i'm just trying to tell them what i really want.. is that too much?

i dunno what to do already.. i just want to quit going for piano class.. but i still wanna play piano.. just play.. not going for classes anymore.. college's exams is already a big headache to me.. piano exams some more? i can't take it no more.. i'm so sorry, dad and mom..

plz leave me comments..

well, today went to sunway pyramid with my dad in the afternoon.. grrr.. he don't let me buy the cd i want.. so evil..

kk.. at nite.. went to listen to an investment talk.. well, wanna go n see how ppl talk during a presentation for this kinda talk .. it might be useful next time when i go out n work or during degree's presentation..

after the talk.. of course.. got dinner ler.. haha.. my favorite part.. foods.. !! and today's talk is about a wine company.. errr.. i think is 'denise'.. ya.. is 'denise'.. organized by UOB (United Overseas Bank) .. drank 2 glasses of red wine.. well, just can't get enough of it.. but my dad don't let me drink so much.. he say later i'll get drunk.. aiyo.. where got so fast 1..? it's oni the second glass.. dang..

my 1st glass of wine.. drank half d..

my second glass of wine..

my dinner.. n my second glass of wine..

my dessert..

well, end of today.. nothing much already.. sweet dreams.. =)

melaka trip 10/11/2007 ~ 12/11/2007

well, came back from melaka this afternoon around 3.30pm.. about that time lar.. okay.. gotta tell about the melaka trip now.. hehe.. it's very long.. cuz it's 3days 2nites.. so, i will make the stories short n sweet.. hehe..

okay.. start off with day 1.. hmm.. woke up early in the morning.. met at TBS.. around 8am.. hmm.. like going to college to study.. haha.. but actually going holiday.. ngek ngek.. well, around 8.30-9am we leave TBS there .. so, on da way.. oni amir n de yang driving.. wad i saw is amir kept talking and in de yang's car.. ya.. we were also chit chatting.. so boring lar on da way to melaka.. cuz went to the wrong road .. haiz.. cuz yeh sheong dunno the way.. wtf.. until we play games and tell cold jokes.. ahha.. so funny.. well, got one..

yee jin: okay, there is a boy, his face look like a kite.. when he go to school, everybody will laugh at him n say, 'u so ugly, face look like a kite'.. then he went home n tell his mother that his classmates laugh at his looks.. his mother tell him 'what to do, u r born to be like dat'.. he get more depressed.. so, he went out to have a walk.. then he run.. run.. run.. run.. then he fly..

haha.. get the joke.. well, after she done telling, everybody laugh.. haha.. this is the funniest of all that is told in the car.. hahaa.. but when she told amir.. amir damn blur.. hahaa... cuz he don't get the joke..

okay.. then, not done with day 1.. after that we went out to the town.. walking.. while walking.. we saw the 'orang utan house'.. hahaha.. so damn funny.. everybody look at de yang.. haha.. then he went to take photo with it.. haha. the logo damn big.. haha.. n then we saw orang utan all around also.. haha.. on the bus also.. haha.. well, after that we went back for a rest .. then at nite oni come out for dinner.. dinner we had ikan bakar.. and lots of stuff.. main thing is ikan bakar lar.. then we went to the so-called-beach.. hmm.. sat there.. chit chatting .. then we go back.. well, me n jin went in the room.. wanna take our rest d.. later *smtg happened*.. not so nice to tell here.. so, don't so kpc.. ppl who knows are those who went on the trip.. well, tonite also.. we noe something.. which we dunno lar.. if it's weren't becuz of this trip.. haha.. n u-noe-what ppl.. haha.. 8 ppl noe lar.. i won't tell.. hehe... and one more thing.. kenneth's face went REAL red after drinking the beer.. hahaha..

okay .. day 2.. everything is back to normal.. but then just not so same also.. there is something different, but can't quite tell what.. nvm.. continue.. well, tot of going out in the morning 1.. but then everybody laze around.. just can't get anybody to get up n take their shower.. haiz.. but then, too late d we tot.. so everyone started to take turns to take shower.. afternoon oni we went out.. then we went to eat our lunch.. ate 'gai lap fan'.. just can't get enuf of it.. hehe.. ate so much.. *haiz.. gain weight lar lidet* haha.. so, actually.. jus ACTUALLY.. the nite b4 we planned to stay out the whole day for day2.. but then.. can't think of a place to go.. so, after walking around the town.. we went back.. haha.. AGAIN.. then at nite oni we come out again..

this time, yeh sheong's cousin bro took us to a place lar.. dunno the name.. but then.. the food was okay ler.. so, after dat went back again becuz wanna go out ourselves and de yang didn't drive his car .. cuz we sat yeh sheong's cousin bro's car out.. so, around 9.30pm i think.. we went out to eat again.. eat 'luk luk'.. haha.. wow.. eat again.. on da way there, missed the turn AGAIN.. grrr.. haha.. so, after that we hang around.. chatting.. then we go back around 11.30pm.. so, this time i went to bed early.. so tired.. cuz we sat outside there in the living room until around 1am.. so i slept first.. then jin came in.. dunno when she came in ler.. but then kesian cat.. she slept in the sofa outside.. cuz me n jin sleep d.. took up all her place.. which is in the middle.. hehe.. so paiseh..

kk.. so, day 3.. hmm.. today going back.. didn't go anywhere today.. in the morning.. woke up at around 10smtg.. jin still sleeping.. haha.. after a while amir went in n wake her up..

yee jin: did u ask me to go for tea last nite?
amir: ya.. but u say u dun wan mah..
yee jin: oo.. okay.. i tot i was dreaming..

hhaha.. wah.. jin.. so blur lar u.. then amir keep imitating how jin answer him the other nite.. haha.. those funny voices.. make ppl laugh until stomach pain.. haha.. kk.. after that .. we cam whore lar. jeezzz.. haha.. all funny funny looks.. just b4 we leave the house..

well, on da way back.. everybody in the car was sleeping.. kesian the person driving the car.. haiz.. haha.. well, one thing is.. yi hong.. always sleep.. while we r chit chatting in the house's living room.. in the car.. anywhere he goes.. he sure find a place to sleep. haha..

okay.. done with the stories.. there r more details.. can't tell all also.. oni ppl who went on the trip can feel it all.. and know it all.. there r funny, sad, happy moments there.. different ppl.. different feelings.. as i can say.. although it's oni 2 nites.. it's really a short period of time oni.. well, missing the times already.. chatting in the living room.. laze around.. hehe.. practically the whole trip.. is eating and laze around *ALOT* and visiting places *A LITTLE*.. haha.. overall.. the trip was fun.. n we noe more about kenneth.. hahaa. so, here's some photos we took during the trip..

peace "fool"

there.. the 'orang utan house'.. haha..

look de yang(orang utan) with his house.. ahhaa..

jin n de yang with the admiral..

what's amir telling the admiral..??

taken by amir

aiyoyo.. de yang gila gial.. went in there n take photo with the bomba..

we eating ikan bakar.. hehe.. take 1.. not nice.. no jin..

haiz.. take 2 still not good.. still no jin..

take 3.. aiyo.. no me n jin..

take 4.. everybody in.. but not so nice..

take 5.. better.. but jin lost again..

take 6.. oookay.. perfect shot.. haha..

our finish food..

loving couple..

me n jin.. after we ate the ikan bakar.. still thinking where to go next..

the ship..

cat, jin and me..

me n amir.. haha.. moooo...

me n jin..

yee jin: amir, dun go..

jin n me..

yi hong, cat, jin n me..

da guyz..

where they pointing at?? hmm..

all of us..

while thinking where to go next..

stairs again.. we love the stairs..

wanna bomb ppl.. ahha..

us..

we like to take photos..

normal..

looking somewhere..

still looking.. hmm..

suprised look..

act cute look..

thinking.. hehe

ultraman.. ngek ngek..

blur blur look.. aiyo.. look at amir.. haha..

wanna act cool part 1.. hehe..

act cool part 2.. ngek..

act very happy...

okay.. last one.. andy style.. *good* .. ahha..

so blur..

aiyoyo.. jin.. what u doing? haha..

kk.. normal..

yi hong sleeping?? *nah.. just acting..*

well, dat's about it.. hope u guys enjoy looking at the photos.. hmm.. the last few parts which u can see the act cute, act cool, ultraman.. and so on... is all yee jin's idea.. pretty funny huh.. alritie.. gotta go sleep now.. nite nite..