先苦後甜

不是應該先苦後甜的嗎?

怎麼.....

現在的我, 好像是陷入先甜後苦的狀態了啊?

可是, 我不能否認, 現在這樣的感覺還挺不賴的.. 自己一個人..
要做甚麼就做甚麼.. 感覺真的很好..
難怪人家都說單身的時候是最爽的, 我現在了解了..

我真的要開始很認真的對待每一個人了..
我發覺我一直以來都做得不夠好..
我要做得比以前還要好.. 讓別人覺得我對事對人都是認真的..
從以前, 我給人家的感覺就是個愛做亂的個性..
對甚麼事都抱著隨意的心態..
雖然人家都沒說.. 可是都感覺得出來..
我還是希望人家坦然的告訴我..
不要有所隱瞞.. 這樣才是為自己好的朋友..

那些不試著改進自己的人..
我是不會再浪費力氣去勸了...
竟然說自己改不了那就算了吧..
自己知道有沒有盡力就好了.. 對得起自己就好..
我累了.. 做好自己先, 再說吧..

心聲

在外, 你可能會遇到一個很照顧您的"好朋友",
有時你卻會遇到只會利用你的"好朋友"..
而有時候, 你會遇到完全不顧您感受的 "好朋友"..
但, "好朋友"的定義到底是甚麼呢?
我真的不了解..

我的心情沒有不好.. 我很好.. 我也知道很多人都不會來理會..
因為, 畢竟這是我的事, 而不是他們的..
我無所謂, 習慣就好嘛..
我很喜歡一個人的感覺..
但, 現在的我, 突然很害怕一個人..

在海邊漫步,
聽到的只有小鳥的叫聲,
小狗的快樂跑步聲,
沙粒被風吹的聲,
還有美麗的冲浪聲..
那, 說笑的聲, 在哪?

小鳥, 要回到自己的窩內
才會覺得安慰..
風, 吹走了,
是否還會回頭呢?
水, 被潑出去了,
又能不能收回呢?

我, 竟然回答不出了........

如果我变成回忆

累了 交困里努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了

听着 你心像往常还有热
越美丽越更勇敢的
我还能展示什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你坐挨哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你仍还孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会颁这种法门
想牵着你 槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他给你 我不怪你

快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你坐挨哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你仍还孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会颁这种法门
想牵着你 槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他给你

如果我变成回忆 最怕我单独终极
顽固的烂在空气 不整理行李 每一寸空隙
原来依然爱我的你总哭 承受失去
这样不公平 请你整理 把我忘记

* 这首歌我听了很有感觉。让我想到其实人生是很短暂的。要好好珍惜，不要因为要享受，要把书读好，而忽略了健康。因为，健康是最重要的，有了全世界的东西没了健康，那又算什么？

Hahndorf

went to Hahndorf today..
met up with Kylie, Hui Wen, Ziyen and Zhi Weng at 11.30am..
then waited for the bus and off we go ..

reached Hahndorf at around 10 to 1pm ..
it was freaking cold there..
the weather is bearable.. but once the wind blows..
omg, it's terrible..


well, here's our menu for the day..

Then all the foods for the afternoon as below.. yummy..

Me and Kylie

Zhi Weng, Ziyen, Hui Wen and Kylie

haha.. me and Kylie in the house..

Me and the "legs"..

me playing in the puppet house.. hehe

isn't it beautiful?

cheers..

credits given to Kylie for most of the photos.. =)

T00 M@ny Restrictions?

I know sometimes parents place too many restrictions on their children..
you might be thinking that u are not a child anymore and all..
I know people dream of the freedom they would enjoy
if there were no rules,
if they had plenty of money and time and no parents nagging them..

But, really, that is a superficial perspective of human society..

Real freedom ultimately hinges on what you decide to
dedicate yourself to with all your heart..
Doing only what you please is not freedom..
It's nothing more than self-indulgence.

True freedom lies in the ongoing challenge to develop yourself,
to achieve your chosen goal..

INDIGO - the living wisdom of buddhism
July 2009, Issue 088

peace out ..

Fin@lly 0v3r

Yeay!! it's finally over..
i'm finally done with the exams..
just hoping that the result will turn out well..
Last night, after my last paper,
as Fiona and Suat Yong stayed over last night..
so, we went for dessert.. hehe..
well, they were stuffed because of their dinner,
therefore, they just ate a little ..
but that was my dinner.. haha..
had a little talk and all, but then they were tired..
so came back, talk a while,
then we went straight to bed..
but i couldn't sleep, dunno why..
i only fell asleep at 4am..

well, had some pictures when they were with me,
but the pictures are all in Fiona's cam,
so just have to wait till she gets back to Melbourne to upload it..

sent them to Hilton Hotel to meet up with chak han and his friend ethan..
because chak han's sister is fetching all of them to the airport..
well, goodbye frens, will see u guys in december..

p/s: steph not home yet.. tsk tsk tsk...

xoxo

Curry Laksa~~~

lunch + dinner for the day...
curry laksa and bubble milk tea..

the laksa is awesome.. hehe...
xoxo