well, firstly MERRY CHRISTMAS to all..

so, today is christmas day.. and im trying to get myself to study for my mid term exam.. which is on this thursday and friday.. yea.. oni two days..

but.. sadly .. i can't get myself to study.. something just kept running thru my mind.. can't stop thinking about it.. maybe it's just me.. but.. this isn't really the right time to think about all this.. still, i can't stop thinking about it.. arrrhhhh.... or maybe im just too lazy to study right now? i don't think so.. maybe the things that is running thru my mind is making me wonder around.. and eventhough my book is open.. i couldn't concentrate.. can anybody just help me?

im very worried about what will come out for mid term.. and whether i could answer all the question asked.. what if i went in the examination hall n my brain is blank? what if i couldn't find a solution for the question? what if i can't concentrate n get what the question want me to do? what if.... there is too many question popping out in my head.. i just couldn't help it.. im trying to cheer up.. but i can't.. i just can't.. =(

well, anyways.. all da bez to all TBF March Intake students..

现在，很想见你

昨晚上很開心有個夢 這個夢日日夜夜在心中 我撐開一把雨傘 展現我的勇敢 陪你走過熱鬧街頭 你突然握著了我的手 你一定感覺到我的顫抖 在耳邊小聲說話 說你心中的話 原來這是心有靈犀一點通 現在很想見你 要打電話給你 可是我的勇敢只在我夢里 和你去看電影 一起唱ktv 我的世界就更明亮 現在很想見你 如果你會答應 我會試著實現夢里的情境 擁抱你在街上 不怕別人眼光 你是我永遠的夢想

*this song somehow reminds me of someone, although it's sad..*

aiks.. y 'some' ppl keep saying dat i look like small girl or primary school girl? hmm..

working friday.. 07/12/2007

well.. after work.. me and xinyi waiting for my parents to come fetch us..

this is centerpoint, where we work.. from the outside.. hehe..

and this is McDonalds which is located right beside centerpoint.. well, still waiting..

im at the bus stop.. waiting..

looking at the cars passing by..

at the bus stop, we have.. okay.. apply streamyx.. haha..

then, okay.. look at this.. need a condo/room?? call margaret.. haha.. margaret.. and u noe who she is.. hahaha...

okay.. buy an air-cond for ur condo.. hehe..

okay.. after 1 hour..
xinyi: arrhh.. y so long 1??

suzanne: wooohh.. im flying..

haha.. lost it already.. waited for so long.. jeezzz...

then after that went to banana leaf to have a cup of tea.. xinyi had, but i didn't ..

later on.. went to McDonald n order nugget to eat.. will get fat wei.. haiz..

then about 10.45pm, at last parent reach n fetch us home..

played cards until 1smtg oni sleep.. haha.. so much for " im so sleepy already ".. ahha..

01/12/2007, my day.. =)

hor yan n fiona eating carrots..

me n cheryl.. hmm.. the light make us look a lil pale..

zi jing and me.. pity him.. nobody take photo with him.. see i sooooo the good.. haha..

we are in the washroom.. waiting for cheryl and fiona..

hor yan trying to tell that the toilet bowl behind us is so ewww.. ahhaa..

food prepared by mom

cake bought by my big bro.. yummy.. =)

my family..

present from mom..

present from dad.. =)

my name.. hehe..

this bracelet is also from dad.. =)

from de yang? hmm.. so unbelievable.. haha..

what kind of friend do u consider as a good and close friend? what friendship mean to u?

i don't know if u guys noe what im trying to tell.. well, my first question was 'what kinda fren do u consider as a good fren?' i've been always thinking about that.. nowadays.. to find a good friend isn't easy.. maybe i haven't find one that i could really tell everything to.. there is one.. but still.. i feel that she is more n more far away from me.. maybe becuz of mixing with different kind of frens.. then there are changes in tastes, feelings and thoughts..

a good and close fren to me is someone that i could share everything with.. without thinking of how she will think about me.. cuz i noe that no matter wad i did.. he/she will sure has the right advice for me.. and not criticize me.. or look down on me.. of course.. a good n close fren don't only let u tell him/her stuff.. they will also tell u things about them.. this is how close frens shud communicate.. try to understand each other, be there for each other, any joy or sadness will be shared with each other.. that's wad frens are for.. isn't it..? but i think i did tell most of my stuff to one of my 'bro'.. he is a very nice guy.. im not sure.. i still care about how he might think about me.. maybe becuz he is a guy ler.. if he is a gal.. maybe there is more things that i could share..

well, friendship actually means alot to me.. ALOT.. i might do anything for a fren if it doesn't make my parents be mad at me.. but actually, if i want to do something.. no one can really stop me from doing it.. if i could do it.. i will do for them.. but i have to do things for myself.. haha.. funny isn't it.. hmm.. maybe just not yet found a close fren to do that for me? maybe just that.. im not sure.. without frens, it's like no life.. what i need in life is, music and frens.. the important two.. of course i need my parents too.. but i figured out that i can't share things with my parents.. maybe some funny stuff.. and things that really need their help.. then i will tell them.. other than that.. i dunno how to tell them stuff..

i dunno.. haiz.. maybe just my luck.. maybe i will meet a close and good fren SOMEDAY..

well, to day is the first day of sem 3.. i drove to college cuz my parents are going some where.. grrr.. so troublesome.. need to get up early.. so that i could get a PARK.. ?? jeezzz.. that explains y am i so tired.. hmm.. well, pretty boring today.. but i think english is fine.. the teacher is pretty cool.. haha.. jokes.. not really VERY strict.. hope so.. just judging based on today.. so, dunno what will happen next..

most boring part is business stats.. two hrs talking about 3 chapters.. it's the 1st lecture.. in class.. there is 73 slides for 1st lecture.. omg.. im like.. what the hell?? i almost fall asleep listening to her.. it's like add maths lar.. but then.. today just intro abit here n there.. so, it's VERY SUPER boring.. hope tomorrow's lecture is not THAT boring.. hope ..

really missed my classmates alot.. after the melaka trip.. we were like .. all disappear for holidays.. hmm.. didn't heard from any of them except that orang utan thru msn.. well, going to korea (if mid term is not on the 24th or 25th of dec).. haha.. will be having SOOOO much fun.. haha.. can't wait.. but hope i still can catch up with my stats.. hmm.. hope so.. well, really need xinyi's n yee jin's help.. which is the pro that i can count on.. haha.. cuz i understand what they say lar.. n i dare to ask more.. hahaha...

kk.. well, wanna sleep d.. although i noe it's still pretty early .. but I DON'T CARE!! im sleepy.. ahha.. sweet dreams all.. toodles~