新的一年

又是全新的一年...

在此先祝大家新年快乐!

希望大家在新的一年里..

能够心想事成，身体健康..

在新的一年里，

我没有什么特别的愿望..

我只想要开开心心的做每一件事..

无论是心中认为对的选择或是不对的选择..

都要开开心心的把它完成..

因为这是... 我的选择...

我不能半途而废..

要往前看..

不能后悔.. 因为这是人生的一个经验..

所以, 我心愿很简单..

就是要快乐..

希望你们都可以快快乐乐的度过这一年...

新年快乐.. !!

柿伭 筆

Do You Know?

I've realised these......

Do you know when there is something ..

Something that u need help with ..

Even ur family will leave u there alone ..

What more when it's only a friend..

But when u have something to do ..

And .. they need help .. but u can't ...

They will say u have no gratitude ..

That u don't know how to help others...

Do you know when u need someone to talk to ..

To console u and make u feel better..

Even ur family would just tell u u're not good enuf ..

The list goes on ..........

I don't know who i can rely on when i am helpless at some times ...

I guess i can only rely on myself ..

Even though how hard it is ... Never show ..

Agree to anything they say .. And scream later on ..

People can't see from the outside..

They would just say .. "U are so lucky to have them" .. BS..

I'm out ..... !

HOlidays.....

well, went to Langkawi with my cousin sister for a 3 days 2 nights trip ...

Though it's only the two of us .. it was quite alright ..

It's actually a trip to spend some time together

Since she is now working in Singapore..

Then .. nowadays been freaking busy + tired...

Cuz my house is now having a major makeover.. ...

Dad wanted all the walls to be repainted ..

And upstairs.. The floors need to do also .. *i dunno the proper word for it*

Therefore, all things need to be moved ...

Oh well,

It's a good time for me to pack and reorganise my room..

Been packing and packing and packing .....

Need to visit Ikea to get something to put my books ..

Since the old ones already rusty ... @.@

Oh.. and i went to the 'Human Revolution, The Musical' on Sunday..

It was AWESOME.... simply AWESOME....

So Touching.... and i even bought a T-Shirt.... hehehe...

Just that it seems to be a lil too big ..

Ahhh.. It's alright ... Comfy can already ..... ^v^

Alright .. Gotta go...

Toodles~

xoxo, Suzanne @ Shu Xian

Addicted~

I don't know why .. but i'm kinda addicted to this song now .. haha.... been playing this song all night .. until my fingers damn pain now ... XD

"Living Next Door to Alice by Smokie"

Sally called when she got the word,

And she said: "I suppose you've heard -

About Alice".

When I rushed to the window,

And I looked outside,

And I could hardly believe my eyes -

As a big limousine rolled up

Into Alice's drive...

Oh, I don't know why she's leaving,

Or where she's gonna go,

I guess she's got her reasons,

But I just don't want to know,

'Cos for twenty-four years

I've been living next door to Alice.

Twenty-four years just waiting for a chance,

To tell her how I feel, and maybe get a second glance,

Now I've got to get used to not living next door to Alice...

We grew up together,

Two kids in the park,

We carved our initials,

Deep in the bark,

Me and Alice.

Now she walks through the door,

With her head held high,

Just for a moment, I caught her eye,

As a big limousine pulled slowly

Out of Alice's drive.

Oh, I don't know why she's leaving,

Or where she's gonna go,

I guess she's got her reasons,

But I just don't want to know,

'Cos for twenty-four years

I've been living next door to Alice.

Twenty-four years just waiting for a chance,

To tell her how I feel, and maybe get a second glance,

Now I gotta get used to not living next door to Alice...

And Sally called back and asked how I felt,

And she said: "I know how to help -

Get over Alice".

She said: "Now Alice is gone,

But I'm still here,

You know I've been waiting

For twenty-four years..."

And a big limousine disappeared...

I don't know why she's leaving,

Or where she's gonna go,

I guess she's got her reasons,

But I just don't want to know,

'Cos for twenty-four years

I've been living next door to Alice.

Twenty-four years just waiting for a chance,

To tell her how I feel, and maybe get a second glance,

But I'll never get used to not living next door to Alice...

Now I'll never get used to not living next door to Alice...

XOXO

Suzanne @ Shu Xian

Holiday Mode: ON~~

end of finals and now it’s holiday ..

what am i suppose to do for holidays?

i have a list ..

some people are having their internship..

some might be going on a holiday ..

and some might be busy with their business or work ..

but me..

i’m going to stay home,

read all my unread novels..

do my cross-stitch…

play my piano..

play my guitar..

listen to music..

or maybe go out for badminton with my friends..

visit the bookstore for more guitar book..

to improve my skills .. ^v^

AND~~~~ maybe i should clean up my room ..

it’s such a mess during the finals..

dun even have time to care what on the table ..

thus, i dun even have place to put my mobile phone .. haha..

oh well..

my holiday mode is sooooo on ..

and good luck everybody ..


<3 Suzanne @ Shu Xian

Exams~

Exams oh exams... why do u need to exist?
Your existence makes people nervous, scared, stress, etc.
All of them are negative thoughts..
No one wanted u to be here..
When the time of the semester arrives..
people either want u to go away asap .. or ..
want more time though they want u to leave..
u are the reason why people get depression..
it's because..
cause of u, learning isn't a fun thing anymore..
cause of u, people start to have high expectations..
it's not bad to have high expectations..
but learning use to be fun and expectations are easy to be met..
because there is no stress, people learn for the sake of learning..
but now..
people learn for the sake of EXAMS!!!!

I hate u ... I dun wanna see u again!!
*though i still have to until the end of next year*

Love,
Suzanne @ Shu Xian

Sigh

Well.. Fiona's been back to Melbourne for a week now.. I think? It felt longer .. Sigh.. Alright, after that all the assignments just suddenly fell on me .. I just found out a few days ago that i have a report due on the coming monday.. Great...... Started preparing .. Interviewing the psyhologist.. .. Surfing the net.... Gosh.. If i could start earlier (this question went through my mind).. Well, what's passed has pass.. And there is nothing i can do about it.. So... Still struggling.. After this have ICBM assignment.. Grrr... Dont even know hat is it all about .. So dead.. And finals is coming in a month.. X.X

Suzanne@Shu Xian