Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Cry by Rihanna

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel


This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

yeay.. at last my presentations and assignments are done!!

well, not exactly all lar.. still left moral oni..

well, well.. still got about 5days lidet, then it's finals!

looking forward to it, cuz after that, sem3 MIGHT be more relax than this sem..

haha.. anyways.. whatever will be, will be..


oh ya, just now come back from college,

the way back to my house there, saw an accident..

two cars, one wira, and another one is a taxi..

both went side ways.. opposite, one went right and another went left.. hmm..

but, wonder what's in the middle.. haha..

well, as per usual, ppl are all very busy-body.. so, there is a major traffic jam there..

i think later the jam will get worse..

whatever.. as long as i got through it.. hahahahha..

Monday, October 29, 2007

busy.. busy.. busy..

haiz.. what to do? so many things to do..

but so little time to do..

help!!!

accounts presentation tomorrow..

finals is next week.. *didn't start my revision yet*

how am i going to get through all this? im afraid that i can't pass for all subs in my finals..

Sunday, October 28, 2007

well, didn't really go anywhere today.. so boring.. haiz.. i usually get a headache if i stay at home the whole day.. was really tired last night.. went to grandma's house last night.. stayed there for a while.. they were chit chatting over there.. i tried to chat with them also.. but then my eyes were closing.. so, have to go home lar.. jeezzz.. this morning.. my dad woke me up at 8.30am.. wtf.. still very sleepy.. damn.. went to the indian shop to have our breakfast.. i was falling asleep again once again.. aiks.. *y wake me up so early??* damn... damn..

haiz.. so, after that went to do some recycling lar.. but then, say 10am will be there collecting newspaper.. but 10.10am still no one there.. damn shit.. not punctual 1.. haiz.. wasting my time man.. after that, went back.. around 10.30am .. so, i started with my moral assignments as the deadline is near also.. well, didn't actually DO.. just copy & paste oni lar.. hehe.. *shhhh.... don't tell anyone* hehe.. well, after a while, done with that.. so, went to have a nap.. not even 15mins.. my dad ask me to go for lunch.. arrrhhhh.... i was thinking.. *let me sleep*.. but i follow also at last.. ate d come back, then i watch tv lar..

well, at nite went to 1utama.. hehe.. so, that ends my day..

p/s: hope my bro will stop quarrelling with my parents.. be good, n everything will be fine..
How Could You by Mario

[Verse:]
It's kinda crazy baby,
How I remember things, (like where you came from and how you had nothin)
I went and made you fly,
Put extras on your ride, (didn't miss a birthday now u cant even remember mine)

[Hook:]
U made it clear to me (you wasn't down for me),
(Love made me blind, baby) but now I see,
(you had things up your sleeve, dont even lie to me) I even heard it from your family,

[Chorus:]
How could you let somebody lay where I layed?
How could you give him everything that we made?
How could you call him all the names that you used to call me?
How could You How Could You just forget about me?
How Could You teach him all the things I taught You?
How Could You put him up to the Ghetto Kama Sutra?
How Could You put me in the back and give him the front seat?
How Could You How Could You just forget about me?

[Verse:]
You must be out ya mind,
You got alot of nerve (to think that im gone chill after all the shit I heard),
I damn near carried you,
I could've married you,
Good thing I found out before I bought that 7 karat for ya,
(I kno ur sick about) the way I found you out,
(GO head and pack it out) I hope he's got room in his house,
You should have thought of me b4 you hopped in the sheets,
Damn I cant believe that u did this to me

[Chorus]

[Bridge:]
Girl I tried to give u everything,
Can't believe the ways u repaid me,
Girl u had it all,
But I guess my all wasn't good enough for you,
Baby I've accepted it,
And I aint gone trip,
Girl im movin on,
Sometimes I cant help but think that another man's gonna get the one I made for me

[Chorus]

How could you let somebody lay where I layed?
How could you give him everything that we made?
How could you call him all the names that you used to call me?
How could you, How could you just forget about me?
How could you teach him all the things I taught you??
How could you put him up to the Ghetto Kama Sutra??

Saturday, October 27, 2007

Today's my mom's birthday..

Happy Birthday Mom!!

These are a few photos took today.. hehe..


this is the cake i bought for mama.. it's an ice-cream cake.. coffee and vanilla..


me and mama..


mama and papa.. hehe.. *photo taken by me* haha



pffff..... blowing off the candle.. haha..

Happy birthday again mama.. *hugs*

26/10/2007

jeezzz.. another day.. well, today is my english presentation.. didn't get nervous or scared or anything.. just that i didn't wear formal .. hehe.. i DID wear the formal trousers.. but the top, is not formal.. but then, nisha say she can lend hers to me after her turn.. my group is going to present right after hers.. so, we went straight to the washroom after her presentation is done.. when we come back.. everyone was laughing.. haha.. they was like 'y so familiar 1 this shirt'.. damn.. hahah.. but thx nisha.. hehe.. if not, my marks for 'proper attire' will be deducted.. hehe.. thx..

after that.. as per usual, the boring accounting class, conducted by ms tham.. haiz.. so boring.. is not that she is not a good teacher.. YES, she IS a good tutor.. she explain everything in detail.. but... she explain it in a way that will make everybody fall asleep in class.. haha.. she should make the class more interesting instead of being so serious.. omg.. how to enjoy learning if it is like that? everything just have to be soooooooo serious.. not to say don't be serious also.. just that , sometimes also need to make some joke mah.. if not.. the class is so boring.. hehe..

enough of that.. after that .. class ends.. then me n xinyi as per every friday.. we went to kumon to work.. woohoo.. today marking were like a mountain.. my goodness.. after taking one whole 'mountain' of folders for me.. b4 i start with the second folder.. wan see took another few folders for me.. until 9pm.. i still left with 2 folders not yet mark.. well, i would have marked finish if i don't need to teach any students today.. but it is fun teaching them.. cuz they are willing to learn.. if u get students that have no interest in learning.. u won't even have the mood to teach them.. now i noe, y teachers get to pissed off when the student don't listen to them.. it's true, when u put urself in other's shoes, u will noe their feelings.. hehe..

see, now , me n xinyi.. using the computer.. online.. haha.. im using the laptop and she is using the desktop.. both are mine.. hahahaha.. and now is already past midnight.. addicted to the internet.. can't stop chatting in msn.. haiz.. anyways.. stop right here.. toodles~

Thursday, October 25, 2007

okay.. well, today wasn't a bad day at all.. today was great.. done the bcp presentation at last.. and maybe there wasn't many people around.. i think i did okay.. didn't shiver or anything.. hehe.. and ms saleena was happy with our presentation.. she said that is she were to give us marks the other day.. it's oni 5%.. which is over 100%.. omg.. it's like .. just can't imagine.. but today.. she gave us about 70% plus.. so it's much much better.. and she added.. 'y not 100%?' .. 'because nobody's perfect' she said.. haha.. speechless man.. haha.. well, monday can know what is our marks d.. really nervous.. and can't wait to know how much i got..

tomorrow is my english presentation.. well, haiz.. i haven't memorize the speech yet.. as the bcp 1, i don't wanna remember it already, but it is still fresh in my mind.. kept trying to memorize the english presentation's speech.. but it just can't go in my head..

today.. went to sunway pyramid with yee jin, orang utan, cat, pegs, ken, yi hong, xinyi and yvonne.. went there after the bcp presentations are complete.. we went there just to eat kenny rogers actually.. hehe.. after that, cat took out her bcp lecture slides to study as we are going to have bcp online test at 1pm.. but then, others, me and xinyi went window shopping.. while orang utan, yee jin and ken went to the arcade.. while window shopping, i saw this bag.. quite nice.. 2 for RM39.90 .. wanted to buy.. one for myself and another for my mom.. as her b'day is coming, this saturday.. haiz.. but then, i don't have enough money.. if i were to buy that bag.. i will be left with RM0.10 .. pathetic.. arrhhh.. so, i didn't buy.. haiz..

well, have another plan for it anyways.. i plan to buy a cake for her to celebrate.. hehe.. my brother's b'day is tomorrow.. hehe.. just one day before my mom's .. well, wish him happy b'day.. and hope that he can get a better job soon and a normal job, which he don't need to work at night, and come back in the morning.. it's not a life that anybody want.. or dream to have.. all da bez bro..

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

well, now i will continue with what happened today ler.. went to college early today.. didn't go for support class.. but still went at 10am.. but jin haven't come yet.. so, i went m floor first.. looked for xinyi.. she is doing her slide for english presentation.. well, in m floor there are people, people from july intake preparing for their presentation.. it's like my LAW during my 1st sem.. that time i was so so so nervous.. scared.. until i forgotten what to say, take the paper also shivering.. so, ended up talking fast n short.. cuz forgotten what to say.. make it short.. n whatever i can remember just say oni.. hehe.. embarrassing.. cuz that time m floor is like, everybody can come n see 1.. haiz.. nvm.. over is over.. now not so afraid of presentations d.. but of course, there is still abit nervous lar.. but don't shiver like last sem d.. maybe becuz i prepare my speech this time.. hehe..

speaking of presentation.. tmr im having my bcp presentation.. it's actually re-present.. memorized the whole thing d.. don't even need the paper anymore.. but mine quite short.. need to make it 5mins.. or maybe i talked too fast today while rehearsing.. ? hmm.. well, later rehearse one more time before going to bed.. friday is my english presentation.. kinda nervous.. haven't memorize the speech yet.. haiz.. the bcp's speech taking up all my brain's space.. haha.. saying like i have a very small brain.. ?? err... Oops.. dunno what am i saying d.. okay lar.. gotta bounce d.. update another day..

first blog in blogspot..

well, decided to post something that i don't want many people to know about here.. so, signed up here.. don't really know what to write in the first blog.. so, i will just keep it sweet and simple.. first blog.. will just recommend a song which is sang by the backstreet boys.. 'inconsolable'.. meaningful song.. recommended to look at the lyrics while listening to it.. enjoy..


Artist: Backstreet Boys
Song: Inconsolable
Album: Popular Songs


I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor
I wanna let you walk away tonight without a word

I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling
OOoh, if you were here right now,
I swear I'd tell you this

[Chorus:]
Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keepin it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge,
But I can't take the fall, no
I've memorized the number
So why can't I make the call
Maybe cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility

[Chorus]

No, no, no

I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
That everything I hold in
Is everything I can't let go (oooh, can't let go)

Cause BABAYYYYY

[Chorus]

Don't you know it baby
I don't wanna waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Oooh, I'm inconsolable
Whoaa yeah
I'm inconsolable