Dont Belong

Have been thinking..
I am so different from the people at my workplace..
They are more of the ambitious business person type,
And im more of an artistic/music type..
I normally couldnt even get in their conversations and vice versa..
Our perspective in life are totally different..
So i think..
It's time..
Since i dont belong..
I'll go..

-Suz-

Thinking Of You

Alright, I've recently wrote a new song. =)

It's for someone I like, not gonna hide it.

So hey, this is Thinking Of You *This is the Link*

Enjoy!

xoxo
Suz

人生

其實啊, 一路上我們會遇到各種類型的人, 全部都是有不同性格, 興趣等..
能遇到和自己一樣的人, 不容易.. 但不是不可能..
但, 什麽是算和自己同類呢? 你又夠了解你自己嗎?

不.. 我相信, 每個人都是不夠了解自己的..
我覺得, 大家了解的自己, 是自己想出來的自己..
真正的自己, 是得從朋友或家人得知的自己..
但是, 不要因爲別人說你是這樣, 你就認定自己就是這樣..
自己也得要有自己的想法..
別讓別人操控你的想法..

這個世界是現實的.. 但, 一路走下去, 你可能也會遇到一些真正想幫你而不求回報的人..
但是, 這些人, 少之又少..
如果你真的遇到了.. 那很恭喜你...
如果你還未遇到, 別灰心, 你一定會找到的..
人生中, 一定... 一定會遇到至少一位這樣的人...

柿伭  筆

Thoughts ~

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else...
That's the lie you kept telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretend that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish....

您說...

這次的日程表排得滿滿的...
時間太少, 而且全都得讓我一個人做..
不知道會不會把事情搞砸了..

唉...
管它的... 我要睡覺去了...
晚安嘍, 我親愛的... =)

厭倦

最近心裏很亂.. 工作上同事們都好像只會佔便宜.. 我是打從心裏的想幫他們, 他們卻只會把工作推到我身上來.. 把它當作理所當然.. 都只僱自己.. 這就是人生嗎? 如果是, 我對這個世界很失望... 雖然早就知道.. 但是我還是認爲有例外.. 但, 好像真的都沒有吼? 

我會變得更喜歡自己的工作, 因爲同事都很好.. 儅朋友的確很好.. 但, 一起工作的話.. 有點困難, 所以我從來不喜歡跟自己的朋友在同一閒公司做工.. 因爲這樣只會引起更多摩擦.. 但是跟朋友一起工作, 應該不會那樣佔便宜吧? 至少我們應該會做好本分吧...? 

至少我是這麽想的.. 我也不知道其他人想什麽... 

伭  筆 

New Headphone

Oh yea .. Got myself a new headphone .. =)

Loving the sound ...

Ooo .. *Big Love Sign* =D



xoxo,
Suzanne