yi hong, cat, xinyi, me and yvonne..

last day d.. took a pic in front of the college.. =)

well, finally have the mood to update a lil..

let's see.. yesterday was the last day of finals.. and also the official last day of foundation..

man! im gonna miss everyone i knew there..

im gonna miss:

- hanging out with the gang.. (jin, de yang, xinyi.. etc..)

- pakat-ing with jin to 'zat' ppl..

- pulling xinyi to accompany me to 7-11 and the bank..

- calling everyone with 'names'.. nicknames..

- asking everyone 'where to eat later on'..

- gossiping around..

etc.. etc....

seriously.. there is alot more.. but i just couldn't mention it..

no more working in kumon..

no more asking xinyi to go to bed and end up chatting till late nite..

can't believe it is ending so fast..

well.. anyways.. still wanna thx xinyi for listening to me when im about to tell something emo.. haha.. like.. u noe.. hmm.. although sometimes ur mood went down and didn't choi me and stuff.. but i still wanna thank u.. u were always been there for a fren.. and kinda have the same thoughts as me about 'friendships'..

and ppl who got 'zat' by me during this foundation period.. im sorry if i got a lil over sometimes.. or abit too much in the way i talk about u guys.. it was all jokes.. seriously.. although some are true.. but at least im straight foward n told u in a funny way.. but anyhow.. still wanna say sorry.. i noe it doesn't feel nice being 'zat' .. but.. it's my way of making ppl laugh and so.. So.. forgive me..

some of us are going to the same University.. and some of us are not..

just hope that we still remember each other when we met each other on the street ONE DAY..

peace out..

well, seriously, im too lazy to post anything up now.. okay.. well, took this during our break time after our english exam.. while waiting for our listening test..

me and michelle..

me and kim woon a.k.a. timon.. haha.. (with her new hair cut)

me and judith.. (awwh.. y so dark??)

*kim woon, what happen to u? hmm..*

above: leon, melinda, me, xinyi..
below: kim woon, judith and michelle..
*eh leon, stand so far de? scared of melinda meh? aiyo..*

that's about it.. hehe.. im outta here.. peace out..

no mood for CNY..

kk. let's see.. what my name means..

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore.
You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions.
You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you.

Happy Birthday Grandma.. =)

well.. kinda lazy to write about the stories.. just post up some photos here.. hehe..

dad and me..

mom and bro.. look at how he smiles man.. damn..

cousins..

ah hwi.. she is just one month younger than me.. =)

me and my grandma..

ah ti gor gor kissing grandma.. haha..

ah ti gor gor with his gf..

grandma and daughters.. haha..

the twins and grandma..

grandma and ah xiang..

all the girls.. cousins..

grandma's bday cake..

one big happy family... muackx...

happy birthday grandma.. =D

drank almost 5 glasses of red wine today.. damn..

peace out..

today.. was soooooooooo lucky.. i guess...

after badminton, drove out from tropicana club house..

when i reach the junction,

i was sort of thinking about stuff..

and only looking at the left hand side's cars..

then i straight turn out.. and when i turn back to the right..

another car was right in front of me..

woo.. damn scary.. if the car is driving fast..

u guys will not be seeing me already..

i will be lying in the hospital.. damn.. it was right in front..

luckily he wasn't driving fast..

so, it was lucky.. so, this means i can't drive.. haha..

cuz i always think of stuff when im driving nowadays..

luckily i was alone.. not fetching anyone..

dun be disappointed cuz im not in the hospital.. ahha..

im outta here.. peace...

well, today start off like any other days.. but today's class is at 8am..

today is the last day of class.. and it's english last class also.. so we decided to take a photo with our mentor (english lecturer).. ms naziha..

class of 2007 3.2March intake.. take one..

class of 2007 3.2March intake .. take two..

jin and me decided to take a photo with jasmine.. =)

well, after that me and xinyi like every other fridays, went back to my house to take a nap first.. before we go to work in kumon.. but today got up a bit earlier so that i can go choose for my new specs.. hehe.. so.. after that, went straight to centrepoint.. took our lunch then off to work..

today.. xinyi was assigned to take care of the reception table.. haha.. well, all she did was open the door for the parents and students, and have to answer all the parents's questions.. well, kind of a tough job for her cuz she dunno where the kumon's chop is.. haha.. very funny... and whenever she marks the folders until half, 'ding dong'.. another student and parents is here..

as for me, im kinda relaxing inside.. cuz i just have to do my markings, and then do some teachings.. and one thing is.. there is an indian guy (also a teacher in kumon), although the student is sitting just near my table.. he would come over and teach him/her.. so, i don't need to teach.. he is like taking all my job.. but nevermind.. as he like it.. im more relax mah.. haha...but i have to do jobs like following the students to the washroom.. damn... it's alrite lar.. can go out to have a walk.. rather than sitting inside there the whole session..

then there is one time, when i walk out to the reception to take something.. a student came in and want something from xinyi.. he called xinyi .. 'aunty'.. haha.. i laugh until i really can't focus on the teaching.. ahhahahahhaa.. damn.. when i think back.. i kept laughing until the student sitting in front of me kept staring at me.. haha.. aiks.. why call aunty not teacher?? hahahahahaha....

well, u noe why i wanna go to work? it's just a way to keep my nerves down and stop thinking about all the negative stuff.. maybe not stop thinking.. cut down the thoughts oni.. at least not that much.. but im stopping in feb.. so.. kinda gotta find a new job now.. kumon is too.. stressing at times.. cuz the students are so....... aggressive.. ahhaa..

alrite.. jeez.. im gonna miss every single i knew in college.. damn.. im outta here..

Have you ever loved someone,
but your feelings changed?
have you ever tried to tell them,
but of course he takes it the wrong way?
have you ever wanted to ignore someone,
but you feel like he is the only one you need?
it seems like u took it real well,
but it doesn't for me,
i wish i didn't care,
but i sit here thinking of you instead.


there is times i heard this,
dun regret in anything u do,
but i think i definitely am now,
the way i think is wrong,
but still, i couldn't resist,
everyday seems normal to everyone,
but for sure im not,
no one knows the feelings or how it feels like,
and i can't tell it,
it's just too ... complicated.
it's actually simple,
but in someway, it's complicated.

*damn, what am i writing.. im outta here!!*

Life is soooooo UNFAIR!!!

don't ask me y.. i just feel that way..

c'mon.. deal with it.. life is like that..

maybe your life is good.. but mine is definitely not..

what else i can do? i can't talk about it.. i can't argue about it..

in fact, i can't do ANYTHING about it.. as in NOTHING..

damn.. i hate this.. y is it always im the one who give way??? y??

maybe im just that.. JUST THAT!!.. damn it..

2008.. my mood is getting worse and worse.. and i DON'T KNOW WHY...

arrhhh........ what is happening to me..???

yea.. it's definitely a new year.. but it's definitely not a great year to me..

sad... =(

damn.. im outta here..

Don't Quit

When you take on a challenge
it is a test of your ability and willpower.
When you fail it is a test of your determination
and persistence.
When you get tired of failure you stand up tall
and turn yourself around.
Charting the stars, mapping your destiny, the route to achievement.

Ambition
Persistence
Denial
Ecstasy
Thrill of Danger
Disappointment

It can be difficult to force yourself on and gain the motivation to continue.
But it’s less painful when there’s somebody else behind you and beside you urging you on.
This spirit for adventure provides a sense of belonging with others.

There is no accomplishment without sacrifice
There is no success without disappointment
There is no teamwork without arguments
There is no achievement without pain.

When tears start to stream and you can’t hold them back, look to your companions to help you fight your doubtful heart.

When hope fades from reaching journey’s end
When with every step you stumble
When with every dropp of rain falling you bleed
And with every cold wind you tremble.

Look to the stars and look in the faces of those who have stood by you and been your guardian and try to tell them
I Quit.
When emotion takes its grip, when pain overcomes and when sleep creeps in never say
That’s It.

Jane Tomlin

i dunno what am i thinking..

lotz on my mind..

it's hard to make decision by myself..

haiz....

OMG.. GET OVER IT ALREADY.. !!

arrh.. test next tuesday..

hope i can get good results.. (just hoping)

im outta here..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
BIH TSONG.. !!!

may all ur wishes come true.. miss ya loadz.. =)

haiz.. presentation AGAIN .. im number 11.. not dat bad.. but im scared..

maybe it's because i dunno how to say on the issue i chose? ya.. i noe it can be found in the internet.. but then.. haiz.. is like.. i dunno how to say lar..

im just scared.. haiz... how to start? how to continue? how to end?

i just dunno y im so scared.. i've never been so nervous since the 1st sem's presentation.. maybe i'm nervous because i dunno what am i suppose to say? ya.. dat's most probably the reason.. haiz..

well, need luck.. the presentation is on tuesday.. sobs.. but the sooner it's over , the better it is.. but still im SCARED.. sobs.. and i haven't prepare the speech yet.. arrrhhhhh....

31/12/2007

well, guess this will be the last time dat i will write 2007.. today.. went to college as usual lar.. damn sad.. still got classes.. had english in the morning and then stats after that.. well, the lecturer let us out earlier today.. but made no difference though.. cuz still, have to go to college.. but anyways, better than none lar.. hehe..

so.. went back.. then rest first.. around 6.50pm.. zi jing came n fetch me to 1u.. for dinner.. with some other frens.. quite happy to meet them.. cuz.... long time no see liao.. well, as for fiona, zi jing, hor yan n mei sern.. maybe it's just one month plus didn't see them.. but still missed them ler.. hmm.. but kelvin, bosco, chak han, etc.. (the boys).. hmm.. it has been a long time since i met them.. kelvin leh.. everytime also invite at the wrong time.. haha.. so sad.. others didn't contact lar..

after our dinner.. we walked to the curve to countdown.. hmm.. alot of ppl are walking.. so, it's like ppl are bigger than the car now.. haha.. cuz there are more ppl than cars.. haha.. the cars need to stop for us to walk.. hehe.. so.. when we reach there.. it's still early.. so.. we went around cam-whoring.. the air conds are shut off in the curve.. freakin hot .. damn.. so we went to ikano.. continue taking photos everywhere.. omg.. we are like.. siao liao.. haha..

after counting down.. we went to kelvin's place.. as there is a major traffic jam everywhere.. so, instead of wasting time in the jam.. went to kelvin's hse to do something else lar.. ahha.. dunno what exactly can we do there.. but after a while.. ppl are starting to walk in.. so.. played mahjong.. (got sifu teaching).. joshua still couldn't understand.. so he stepped off the table.. less one kaki.. so bing khan sat down .. he 'zha dou' when we say we play using chips instead of using real cash.. haha.. damn funny lar dat guy..

played until around 3am .. they say wanna go eat.. im following zi jing's car, so i went back with them.. he fetched me home first b4 they go yum cha.. reached home around 3.15am.. bath and then sat in front of the computer until 4.20am oni i go to bed.. it's like.. i still don't feel tired or anything.. so.. lied down on the bed until 5am oni i really sleep lar..

had a great time with them.. although it's quite sienz counting down there.. ahha.. just becuz having all my frens there that made it fun.. =) thx guys..

*will post up some photos soon.. lazy lar now.. hehe..*

01/01/2008

today.. woke up abit late.. about 12.30pm.. but still im tired.. gosh.. the first thing when i woke up .. my dad tell me that we are going to SGM.. omg.. first thing on the first day of 2008?? and then there is also some performance lar.. quite interesting also..

after that went to mom's fren's place.. they chit chatted.. im still bored.. bored to death lar wei.. c'mon.. is this how im going to spend my first day of the new year? well, sadly.. yea.. so.. that's about it today.. had my dinner.. then around 10smtg at nite reached home..

okay lar.. nothing much about today also..


HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.. !!

02/01/2008

well, here are the new year's eve photos.. =)

me and hor yan in sushigroove..

the girls..

kelvin acting cute.. =)

while waiting for fiona and derrick..

mei sern and me..

naik miang lar both of them..

toilet rolls.. hmm..

haha.. look at kelvin's face wei..

kelvin and me..

yeah!!.. gingerbread man..

zi jing and kelvin wanna eat it.. well..

~us~

didn't really get the nice one.. but still.. okay lar..

well, that's about it.. =)

all da bez in everything guyz..